For the last few nights I’ve been unable to fall asleep due to a returning bout of insomnia, however this time it feels different.
I feel like I’m going through an existential crisis cause I keep stressing about the future and it is really scary. I know that it is super cliche for me to be going through this as most people in their young 20s often question their lives but I can’t help but worry about everything.
I mean, I’ve been through this before but because I’m pretty close to getting my degree done, I feel like I’ve hit this emotional wall of anxiety. I still have another 5 courses to do before I’ve completed my degree but I am so worried about what will come after that. I feel like time is working against me and that I need to figure it out but I can’t, partly because I still have school work to focus on but also because all my options seem so conditional that I am doubtful.
Okay, that’s enough emotional rambling…