All it seems like I do lately is rant…

So currently I am taking a summer school course at my university because I’m a few credits behind and I figured I might as well use part of the summer to catch up. Well, I was originally going to take two three week long courses then go off to Europe to take another summer course (that one is going to be 5 weeks long). However I have decided to change my schedule due to a couple of reasons.

First thing, I am bored shitless. Yes summer school is busy, I have a lot of readings to do and class is long, but for the remainder of the day I am bored out of my skull. I knew that a lot of people would be gone for the summer but I really didn’t expect to be so lonely. I have a few friends still around town, but they must be busy doing their own thing because none of them have contacted me to do something (I tried contacting a few but none of them have gotten back to me). Honestly, all I have been doing is sitting at home reading, going to starbucks to read, then coming home again to sit around and do nothing. I am quickly feeling as if I am going crazy, which leads me to my next point.

Secondly, my anxiety has been insane the last week. I have been calling my parents obsessively because they are the only ones to really talk to. I will be alone at home and feel on the brink of tears, or I will be on the bus and feel my heartbeat increasing because I feel so nervous for no reason. 

Thirdly, there are some family issues going on back home. They aren’t anything too serious but I know my parents are getting stressed because of somethings that my brother has done. I feel badly because I am on the other side of the continent, constantly calling because I am anxious for no reason. 

Basically, I won’t be taking my second course. I am in the process of changing my flight to Europe in late june so that I can go home for 3 weeks then fly to Oslo from Seattle. 

But in the meantime, I have another two weeks to kill and I am honestly so bored, lonely, and anxious that I really don’t know how this is going to work out…

likelocksondoors replied to your post: Remember the other day when I was all depressed about apartment hunting?

yaaaay! such a relieving feeling hey?

Absolutely! Now I don’t have to worry about it! Except packing stuff won’t be fun, but a new place is so exciting! It is a cute little studio apartment, I’m looking forward to decorating it! :)　

Remember the other day when I was all depressed about apartment hunting?

Well, today I signed the lease for the apartment I saw a few days back (you know the one that had like four other applications). So relieved and happy that I figured out my living situation. YAY. 

Apartments

jessicazombie replied to your post: Why is apartment hunting so stressful?

What apartment are you looking at? I JUST got one at Park Vik and it was honestly a race against other people.

I am looking EVERYWHERE! cause I want a one bedroom for under 1000 bucks, and there aren’t many of them. There was one on Dresen Row that was so cute and a perfect size, but of course I wasn’t the only person to think that! UGH. I’m seeing another one today near SMU and then another one on friday near Dal. 

Why is apartment hunting so stressful?

Found a perfect apartment but when I went to get the application I saw like four other applications handed in. I can guarantee I won’t get it and there aren’t a lot of apartments listed for september. UGH HALIFAX, WHY YOU STRESS ME OUT SO MUCH?!

Anxiety sucks…

panic attacks all last night and all day today! WOOT! but no actually, FML.

I feel like I read too much into things…

And then I’m left alone just regretting everything…

those moments when you realize that certain someone will probably never be in your life.

I have tricked at least 30 people on Twitter

halvgal:

into thinking that I am Norwegian.

MY MISSION IS COMPLETE.

THE INTERNET IS DONE FOR ME. 

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